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Monday Morning

Monday morning October 14th I will start back to work after a six week time off for a total knee replacement.  I discovered a few things about myself in that time.

I was/am burned out from nineteen years of work in the library field.  In that time I have gone through four directors soon to be five.  Much of my most recent stress is from losing a very good director.

My home is not conducive to the writer's life.  Two bedrooms, too full of stuff, three dogs and two cats.

I am not the writer that I think I am.  I thought I thought that I would write every day when I wasn't doing physical therapy.  All I wanted to do was sleep, do social media, and watch television.

I am not ready to quit my day job.

Maybe this blog will help get me back on track.

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